Sarah McLachlan at Utah First Credit Union Amphitheatre

During my mid-twenties I had a very dark period in which I had a serious bout with depression.  I used to lay on the floor of my living room in my tiny apartment in the dark and listen to music for hours instead of doing anything productive.  One of my favorite albums during this time was Fumbling Towards Ecstasy by Sarah McLachlan.  I bought it because I was obsessed with the song "Possession" but there were many other songs that resonated with me, especially "Fear," "Good Enough," and "Hold On."  I listened to it over and over and I really think it helped me find my way out of that hole I was in.  I can't believe that it was released 30 years ago (now you can work out how old I am)!  Sarah McLalchlan is touring in honor of this milestone so I definitely had to get a ticket to hear her perform it in its entirety at the Utah First Credit Union Ampthitheatre last night!  It was an incredible show and it made me feel quite emotional to hear these songs again track by track in order.  She began with a Greatest Hits set, including "Sweet Surrender," "Building a Mystery," "I Will Remember You," "Drifting," "Song For My Father," a sultry version of "World on Fire," "Adia," and "Beautiful Girl."  She performed "Answer" on piano with all of the members of her band singing backup around her and it was quite dramatic!  She finished this set with "Witness" and, while the band played an extended outro, she left the stage to change outfits for the Fumbling Towards Ecstasy set (her daughter insisted that she change outfits and she did even though she told her that she wasn't Taylor Swift).  I have seen U2 and Alanis Morissette perform albums in their entirety to commemorate their anniversaries (The Joshua Tree and Jagged Little Pill, respectively) and I really like this concept because you get to hear songs that are rarely, or even never, performed live!  I especially loved hearing "Wait," "Mary," "Elsewhere," "Circle," and "Ice" because, even though I have seen her in concert several times, I had never heard them live before.  Of course "Possession," my favorite Sarah McLachlan song, was a highlight but her performance of "Fear" gave me goosebumps because she sounded amazing hitting all of those high notes!  For the encore, she performed a new song from a forthcoming album called "Gravity," which she wrote for her daughter, and then a beautiful interpretation of "Angel."  She sounded better than I have ever heard her and she was full of stories about her songs (I loved her explanation of how "Adia" came to be written).  I really loved this show because, even though it reminded me of a difficult time in my life, I am glad that I am still around to hear these songs!