Aftersun

I was able to check off another movie on my impossibly long list by seeing Aftersun last night at the Broadway.  I loved it but it is one of the most quietly devastating movies I've seen in a long time.  Calum (Paul Mescal) takes his 11-year-old daughter Sophie (Frankie Corio), who lives with her mother most of the time, on a holiday to a run-down resort in Turkey that he cannot really afford.  He is a very young father and he seems to be struggling with life in general but it is obvious that he loves his daughter and is doing the best he can to give her a fun holiday.  There are sun-dappled vignettes where Calum and Sophie seem to be enjoying the pool, the beach, and various tourist destinations, which are often captured by and replayed on Calum's video camera, but there are also moments where Calum is alone and succumbs to despair.  Sophie is still a child but there are subtle indications that she is starting to break away from her father and to notice the darkness that he tries to hide from her, especially in a scene where she arranges for a group of tourists to sing for his birthday to cheer him up.  Interspersed between these memories are sequences in a dark nightclub with disorienting strobe lights where an adult Sophie (Celia Rowlson-Hall) searches in vain for her father (shown at the age he was when she was a child).  These seem to imply that he is no longer in her life and I kept waiting for something dramatic to happen during their holiday.  However, in my opinion, the haunting final shot is more heartbreaking than something more explicit would have been.  It can sometimes appear as if nothing is happening (it is definitely more character driven than plot driven) but I think most people's memories of childhood are episodic and fragmented so this structure is highly effective.  The hazy cinematography is also quite brilliant because images of Calum are often reflected (through mirrors, windows, water, TV screens, and table tops) to emphasize how distorted Sophie's memories of her father are.  Both Mescal and Corio, in her debut, give highly nuanced performances that beautifully capture the complexities of a relationship between a father living with regret and a daughter just starting to live.  I was absolutely gutted by this movie but it will probably be one of my favorites this year!